-What happened 2 me???|Love is blind|-

assalamualaikum all......mule2 nak share ler lagu nie...best sesgt....thankz to bulletz yg memperkenalkan lagu nie kat sayep....dlu tiap2 malam dgr lagu nie....suke la sgt....tajuk lagu nie Love is Blind-Ramzi ft Ash King

ok ler...nak citer ler...actually, rite now ai also dont know what had happened to me lately....sensitive sesgt...maybe...huhuhu...

skrng nie mmg gua makan dalam...x tau naper...adakah pasal redio2 nie??? maybe...stgh darinya adalah disebabkan redio2 nie....giler la...im just a listener...i dont know anything bout the management...i just listen to the radio..i just support the radio in the same time support my friends effort to build up their radio...n i have my own right to choose which radio i would listen in certain2 time...its up to me....nobody can obstruct me or to tell me which radio i should listen to...

actually...apa di krepak aku tok oh??? aku pun dah x paham juak....addoohh..tensen palak utak ku tok eh.....apa jaklah nak di binggong aku tok....sial bnar...kohkohkohkoh...peduli apa aku...blog aku...sukati lah aku nak ngerepak ka apa ka...miakakakaka.....sah aku lupak makan pil tok...kohkohkohkoh lagik....

camtok critanya....one day, one of my fren searching for abg bull...so, i just let abg bull know next morning...n tiba2...biasalah, miera nak kah suka melebih2...kohkohkoh....x taula plak, bende yg nak disampaikan ley menimbulkan wase tdk senang hati....so, i guess it was misunderstood or misscomunication...might be....n lately, i become more closer to abg bull...i dont know...he get all arwah uceng have...not married yet, perut buncit, happy go lucky, love to laugh, suka layan miera, gila2...so, once he talk "kasar", miera tacing gler2....x taukla...it was me...i cant accept when people that i close with angry with me or get sad bcoz of me...i feel guilty bout their feeling...n sure lpas nie xder selera nak makan, x ley tdo....n this happen everytime people that im close to are angry with me....always happen.. even if my mom scold me i will crying all the nite sampai mate btol2 bengkak...kohkohkoh....sensitif kan???

sometimes...i feel like im a ^heaRtbReakeR^ or someone who always spoilt others feeling or as a black sheep (not "lembu pendek" ok...oing...oing...oing...kohkohkoh).. everytime...when im starting to know someone well, it will be a problem..n i cant occur it...can somebody tell me how to handle this problem??? i feel like i wanna crying rite now...but suddenly, the radio that i heard now (darkside redio) play rossa's song-Hey Ladies...rancak jek rentaknyer..ok...quite ok...kohkohkohk.....back 2 my story...i have face this problem since i still in schooling life....with hafsah, with amalia, with ajis n a lot of them....abis jek skolah, men lak mirc nie...lagilah byk mcm nie...terlalu byk....pling teruk is ngan abby...lately ngan noy lak..skrng nie??? huhuhuhu.... i never mean to hurt ur feeling...maybe, im not matured yet to handle a relationship, too emosional, too ego, alwayz think people love what i do, alwayz want to help others without thinking the risk or others feeling...or myself who only know and only care bout my own feeling, my own happiness and do whatever i want....huhuhu

or is that the way for us to know each other well??? one of my lecturer had tell me that in the begining of the relationship, everything will ok, then, a few month later, there will be a lot of argument..its show that u already know something bout them n it was a process to know each other well....n now i found that....after the argument, i will never found a way to be closer with them...always just stop there...so, i can say that im really2 afraid to be close with someone..once upon time, i ever close to my grandma...she died, my grandpa....he died...my uncle....he also leaving me forever n ever....with a lot of sweet memories...that keep playing in my mind...when im close to my fren, when they are start to be a person who im hang out with, a person who heard all my feeling...suddenly...they will gone from me....uwaaaaaaa.....

di kesempatan ini....saya nak memohon ampun dan maaf kepada smua pihak sekiranya pernah menyakiti atau menggores hati...ampun dan maaf jika penah terlanjur bicara, terlajak perbuatan...miera x penah bermaksud nak melukakan aty sesiapa.....just keadaan menjadi x menentu....huhuhuhu..... (T_T)

-Sorry for everything-