..the worst lie of my life: catfish..

assalamualaikum all

as i mentioned in last post, ive been experiencing some weird experience with some "friend" that i met online (read: MiRC) again? yesss.. again. i never learn my mistake kan?

so, i will write this post as lurvepurple and might as miera at the end. so letssss the story begin..

..Hello 2019..

assalamualaikum all..

after a years and a month.. I feel like I want to write something and update what happened to my life

before we start with my 2019 so far, lets recap 2018 a lil bit. the best and only achievement in my life for 2018 is NO HEART BROKEN incident.. peeeehhhh setaun pok jaga hati dan perasaan.. tapi tetaplah pedih dan luka di hati terasa. kohkohkoh.. cuma dapat di elak luka baru

oh.. 2018 I lost my uncle, my father's brother. satu kehilangan besar dalam family. sebab nya ketua segala ketua.. ketua kumpulan zikir, ketua rombongan bila ada majlis2 nikah, tunang, merisik, ketua kumpulan selawat, imam bila berjemaah, ketua ngaco urang latah, ketua berjoget di hujung majlis.. semua lah nya.. berasa nya sik ada.. huhu.. al-fatihah Awang Medaan Awang Ahmad.

n 2018 i lost my sense of everything too.. rasa macam heartless gila 2018. sampey satu tahap i feel worried with myself because i cant react anything in whatever happen in my life. i cant feel sadness, happiness.. nothing..blank

somehow, something good happen in 2018. i met a loottt of mirc's friend because I had 3 trips to KL last year. in apr, oct and dec. sharing stories and stuff.. kenangan indah sebenarnya 😀

and the best vacation is in Dec. my family vacation, 6 out of 7 of my siblings in KL for vacation n of course our queen of our heart, my mak. insyaAllah ada rezeki kita vacation adik beradik ke Mekah gik..amiiiinn.. insyaAllah

study?

masih seperti itu.. masih belum abis dan entah bila nak abis. huhu

2019 so far?

nothing much change in my study. nothing good happen in financial. something good happen to my heart in the beginning of 2019. but in march, dah start sik best.. heeee.. so, i guess 2019 dimulakan dengan masalah hati lagik.. iskiskisk.. kepak jaga 2018, masok2 2019 lalu kenak.. iskiskisk..

anyway.. im going to have my pre-viva maybe next week or next month. wish me luck ok? and wish I can finish my study by this year. before september to be exact. and no more heart broken series in 2019. I want a happy life... wish everything will be fine ok?

good luck adik2 nak dapat result SPM esok.. all the best for ur future.

..He is my Jonnie..

assalamualaikum all..

i will write this post as ^lurve_purple^

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