..aku yang hilang..

in these past few weeks...

i dont know what happened to me..

terasa di awang-awangan..

i could not focus on whatever things i do..

i dont know why..

and i dont know what happened to my heart..

i feel the pain, i feel the sadness, i feel frustration..

but yet.. i could not feel any happiness..

even just a little bit..

I hope.. December will give me more happy memories.


now.. i feel the ache.. rasa nak muntah..

cepat-cepat lah rasa ini pergi..

i cant stand this feeling..

not anymore...

i want to focus on my journey..

please go away negativity..

my fav picture.. everytime i see this picture..it will remind me about myself..