..Late Birthday Present..

Assalamualaikum all..

I just want to update and share what I got for my birthday. I am beyond happy and so grateful to receive 2 boxes today ❤️

This morning, my friends call me and ask if they can pick me up at home and have lunch together. Since I had been not socialising much these day, I just say yes because I want to talk to someone who is not my mom or my family. And suddenly my friend gave me a bag of something and she said that is my birthday present. I not even look inside the bag because at that moment we already arrive at restaurant for lunch. I just put aside after thanks her.

A few weeks ago, my brother act as our Personal Shopper at Mitsui since Nike is having sale. Supposedly, he will bring all  shoes back this week. But, because of MCO and Sarawak being so strict for everyone that come from all over Malaysia (my bro had been in Labuan last 2 weeks for works). They will go 14 days of quarantine once they entering Sarawak. So, my brother could not back in Kuching. Kesian nyaa..lamak dah nak balit x dapat2. Huhu.. But he post out all our shoes. And it arrive today. Supposedly, I should pay him my shoes. But I ask him can I get that shoes as my birthday present? And dengan keterpaksaan beliau mengizinkan 😂🤣😂🤣😂. How lucky I am kan? Kesian adik kena buli ngan kakak 🤭

Once I reach home, I open the paper bag given by my friend. And I really really want to screammm!!! Rasa macam nak melompat tengok isi paper beg tu. What it is? A book!! And bookmark. My dream book. Another “I Heart” series by Lindsey Kelk. I really want to get this book but im so broke, I couldn’t afford to get a latest book right now. And thats it.. I smile all day long seeing I Heart Forever in my hand 💜. Actually, earlier September I had share a post from Lindsey Kelk in my FB, telling that I want any of her latest collection of books as my present. I had stop collecting her books for last few years because of my financial constraint. And that what I got. Of course I am extremely happy. Who need boyfriend if your friend and family can give u happiness right? 🤭

Alhamdulillah.. Im so blessed with all the Rezeki I got. I might be jobless or rarely work as part time sales assistant, but my rezeki in everything else is never stop. Not even a day. Always be someone give me free food, free stuff, someone gave me money, someone share their thought with me, share story, share doa with me. Alhamdulillah 💜

Mudah-mudahan dipermudahkan segala urusan dan di bukak seluasnya pintu rezeki orang sekeliling kmk yang sentiasa berkongsi rezeki dengan kmk. N untuk pembaca blog tok juak. Aamiiinn 💜

..31..

 Assalamualaikum all..

Its a bit late. Usually I will write something on my birthday, 25th September. But this year, I just post something on my fb n instagram.

So, in 2020 I already live for 31 years. What is your achievement when you are entering 3 series? 

Mine? Nothing.

I still dont have a stable job, not even start my carrier. Still stay with my mom. I cant drive (but I do have driving license, it just I feel scared to drive and We dont have extra car for me to drive + my mom always shouting every time I try to drive. So, I just give up on driving). I dont have someone whom I can share everything. I dont even have enough money to buy myself KFC, or any my essential stuff. 

While my friends, start to expanding their family. Already bought a house, a new car, planning for a vacation, can have their lunch, dinner at where ever they want without worried about money so much. 

Today I feel so so so sad thinking about myself. Today I cry because I think I cant stand all of this anymore. I feel tired. Tired to act like everything was fine. Tired to tell myself everything gonna be okay soon. I feel tired because there are no one who ever really care about me. About my feeling, about my life, about what I want to do in my life. Everytime I told my family or friends about what I want, always get negative comments. No one ever try to support me.

Being boyish from child, I am not really into cooking or household job. But, i try my best to do each of it. What did I get? “Your food is tasteless” “Why did you do it like this? Why you are so lazy?” Bla bla bla. Im so tired. Mentally and physically. 

I do have something that I want to buy. But if I bought something, then I will need to cut off my essential stuff budget. Huhu.. I dont know when will this end. I feel so frustrated with myself and my life. 

There are time I want to leave all of this. I want to start a new journey of my life. But, I know I need to be a good daughter, sister even no one ever care about me.

I do apply for various job and even attend an interview. Tapi, mungkin belom rezeki. Doakan dipermudahkan urusan dan di buka pintu rezeki buat saya soon. Dengan keadaan pandemik ini, bertambah mencabar mencari kerja di saat dan ketika ini. Dintambah pula dengan kekangan dan halangan yang di terima.

Whatever it is, I do believe, Allah put me in this situation because Allah know I am capable to go through all of this. He knows I am strong enough to face this challenge. There are something I will achieve at the end of this road, isyaAllah. Rezeki itu berbeza bagi setiap manusia. Mungkin rezeki kawan2 berjumpa pasangan, mendapat kerja dengan mudah, dapat beli rumah dan kereta. Mungkin rezeki saya di beri masa berehat secukupnya di rumah, mendekatkan diri dengan Allah dan cuba mengenal dengan lebih rapat ahli keluarga dan jiran-jiran. Mungkin kawan-kawan di uji dengan perhubungan, anak yang tiba-tiba demam, dan ujian buat saya adalah segi kewangan. Allah maha mengetahui apa yang terbaik ❤️

I always tell myself, jangan terlalu risau akan dengan rezeki. Percaya, setiap orang ada rezeki nya tersendiri. Tiada siapa tahu bila dan siapa yang akan datang pada hari itu untuk berkongsi rezeki dengan kita. So, put your 200% trust in Allah. Everything gonna be fine. Tawakal dan jangan pernah putus asa. Buat saja apa yang betul selagi tidak melanggar syarak. Jangan putus doa. Jangan pernah berhenti selagi nyawa di kandung badan. 

It is okay to feel down or meltdown sometimes. Kita insan biasa. Tiada salah nya kalau menangis mengenang nasib. Tapi, jangan terlalu lama. Bangkit dan teruskan usaha 💪🏽. 

Anyway, I got a few birthday gift this year. 1 is from Natural Looks because I am their registered member. They give Shower Gel for September babies. And September babies also will get 20% off for any purchase during birthday month. Since I got quite a lot of points from previous purchase, so I decided to redeem all the points and bought a body scrub. After 20% discount and using my points, I just need to pay RM 6.80 for my body scrub. And I loveeeee it sooooo much! 

And another gift is from my baby cousin. I used to babysit him since he is a few day old. During this pandemic, he will stay at our house from 7-5 on weekdays. Oh.. this little man is the only one whom always compliment my foods especially my ayam kicap. He (or his mother to be exact) give me a perfume from nealofar, young & glow lipstick (nealofa’s mother brand) and a notebook (which I love so much because I used to be stationery addict. But because im quite broke right now, I stop bought pen, pencil, washi tape, stamp, stickers and all the notebook ✌🏽). TQ baby cousin.

Then, my aunty gave me RM 100 to buy some food. And my little brother order foods for us to celebrate my birthday. 

I need to learn to highlight this kind of action towards me more than the negative vibes I got. There are always a good things happen around us but we tend to focus on the other side. Be thankful miera. 

Oh, I also had done my full blood test early this month. Just to do a annual check up. But last time I do my check up is in 2017 🤭. Ada rezeki lebih sikit, pegi la klinik. Everything is good. Cholesterol is good, kidney is ok. Tapi macam biasa lah, hypertension is still there. I need to loose some weight. So far, I lost 5kg from the beginning of MCO until September. Really hope can loose up to 10 kg this year. Miera mesti rajin!!! And istiqomah (paling susah nak buat) and berdisiplin (double susah)

So, Happy Birthday to me!! Hopefully 31+ will bring more luck and more good things to me. Aamiinn.

P/s: Im still single btw 😊

..25 September..

assalamualaikum n hello everyone
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Today is my birthday

Nothing special plan or nothing special happened, just a normal day

there is a time when i feel a bit jealous looking at others during their birthday. full of present, surround by friends and family. surprises  everywhere. breakfast, lunch and dinner treat.

but then i realized, we dont have a same live with other. we have our own live. but i do feel grateful because I still have a family and friends that want to spend their time writing birthday wish to me on social media.

and i dont know why..

this year i dont feel excited waiting for 25th september to come

maybe im more worried with my study that i cant see where and when it will end. and how.. *sigh*

i really hope my journey will be eased and i can finish it as soon as possible

and really hope i can earn my own money by working in my dream job or just a good job by next year. please make doa for me. 😀😀

still.. i dont have any boyfriend to celebrate my birthday this year.. but i hope next year, im going to have more friends.. 😉

one more things that i realized for this few days and make me think. The older we get, the less time we left to be in this world. The death is coming in his way, nearer. so, i keep telling myself, pleasee be a good Muslim, be a good daughter, be a good sister, be a good friends, be a good student. spread love, stop hating people. and enjoy my life even though it is not as fun as others. still, its my path.. and the most important thing.. take a good care of my self, my body, my health. the most expensive things and hardest things to take care of.

TQ Google for ur birthday wish 

..Natural Looks: Review..

Assalamualaikum all..

Hari ni nak buat review mengenai produk Natural Looks..

Kenapa nak buat?? Sebab dorang bagi miera birthday present.. hehehe

Ayuhh..teruskan membaca.. sebab membaca jambatan ilmu.. eh..

..birthday present.. Yeaayy!

Assalamualaikum..

Sorry.. Keep updating my blog lately..well, since my nokia 3310 have been modified to be a smart phone (di harap jangan ada yang percaya), why must I not use this oppurtunity? N what for i pay the maxis data plan if i not use it..

However im quite dissapointed with the maxis service.. I already paid rm8 for 100mb but everytime I access internet, they also will deduct my credit n the usage of the internet.. So, seems i need to top up a lot..

Ok.. Look like too many crap thing have been write.. Back to main point

just want to share that what have i been order already delivered yesterday.. So, I assume this is my birthday present.. Weeeee~~~

it is very difficult to find this book in Kuching.. I had went to all bookstore around n never meet it once.. So, i just decided to bought it online at mph click.

From a few day ago until 30th september mph having promotion where they give a free delivery all over Malaysia. You only need to pay the price of the book only.So, if u have any plan to buy any books or accesories or any goods sell at the mph store, go and buy it quickly before the promotion end.

Have a nice day everyone..

Sent via Nokia 3310

..happy birthday..

 

Assalamualaikum all...

Sekian lama tak update apa2.. Huhu.. Kekangan masa di tambah pula dengan kemalasan diri sendiri membuatkan blog ini sudah lama ditinggalkan..

Hari ini just nak wish diri sendiri happy birthday (peehh.. Sadis gler life, birthday pun ucap sendiri.. Hehe).. Diharap kalian sudi untuk mendoakan kebahagiaan serta kesejahteraan hidup miera.. Doakan agar setiap perancangan masa depan akan berjalan dengan lancar dan sentiasa diredhai Allah.. :)

hadiah? Alhamdulillah.. Dah bagi diri sendiri hadiah 2 minggu lepas.. Manja kan diri dengan mengunting dan mencuci rambut.. Puas hati.. Berbaloi bayar 32 ringgit dekat curves saloon, petra jaya kuching.. Bukan curves lain okeh.. Lepas tue last 2 days dah duduk makan kat bing! Setelah bertaon2 dengar orang puji brownie bing! Sedap.. Baru hari tu merasa.. Okeh.. Setuju.. Sedaaapp sangat.. Takder la mahal sangat.. Bajet sorang 30ringgit untuk makan n minum.. Sekali sekala apa salah nya kan? :)

tq in advanced kepada semua yang sudi mengucapkan dan mendoakan miera d hari berbahagia ini.. Umur? Sshhhh.. Biarlah rahsia.. Yang pasti belum boleh mengatal.. Kohkohkoh