..A Short Update..

Assalamualaikum~~~~

fuhhh.. 2 tahun rupanya tak mencoret apa-apa kat blog ni. how time flies...

my last post is on GETS assessment. Alhamdulillah.. I pass the assessment and attached to one of "big" company in Sarawak. But, unfortunately after a year my contract does not renewed or dengan kata mudah, company tu tak berminat pun nak serap masuk and amek saya bekerja. 

So, kembali lah menanam anggur

Almost a year being a jobless person. but not fully jobless gak la. buat gak a few part time kat kedai-kedai yang memerlukan saya sebagai pekerja. and I really enjoy it. kerja kedai reload, kedai baju, kedai kek lapis. syukur Alhamdulillah.. ada rezeki..

banyak gak la resume dah keluar, tapi mungkin belum rezeki, takder satu pon yang mengena. ada pergi interview, mungkin memang bukan rezeki. so, tak per la.. kite enjoy la life as jobless person di rumah. yang penting be positive, bersangka baik dengan Allah. insyaAllah ada perancangan yang lebih baik menanti saya di masa hadapan.

dan sekarang, saya baru sahaja menamatkan kursus Data Labelling for Future AI yang diberikan secara percuma oleh PENERAJU. kepada yang berminat, boleh tengok kat sini. [PENERAJU]

walaupun duduk di rumah, tetap gak boleh menambah ilmu pengetahuan dan sijil2 kan. untuk belajar benda baru dan reskill ourselves. 

apa-apa pun, saya doakan yang terbaik buat anda. take care everyone~~~ 

..GETS: Assessment Test..

 Assalamualaikum all

Hari tok kamek nak share sikit pengalaman kamek di jemput untuk menduduki assessment test dari sidak SCOPE (Sarawak Centre of Performance Excellence) untuk menyertai program GETS.

Sebelum cerita hal test, sediki sebanyak hal GETS. Apa sebenarnya GETS ya? GETS stand for Graduates Enhancement Training Sarawak. Untuk tahun 2020 tok dah masuk siri ke 4.0. Program tok khas buat graduan-graduan yang masih mencari kerja. Almaklum time tok susah kita nak carik kerja, jadi dengan ada nya program tok, para graduan akan diberik peluang untuk kerja di mana-mana company or organisasi yang berdaftar dengan GETS. Para graduan akan di berik 12 bulan kontrak dengan elaun RM 1k sebulan. Selain dari ya, soft skill training juak akan disediakan. Kiranya program tok sebenarnya bukan jak nolong para graduan yang menganggur untuk dapat peluang pekerjaan tapi juak untuk memantapkan lagik personaliti dan menyediakan graduan yang berdaya saing. Ahh gitteww 🤭 untuk maklumat lanjut, boleh klik link tok [GETS]

Ok, back to assessment test. Kamek dah apply GETS tok dah a few months rasanya. Terjumpa di FB, isi jak lah form yang disediakan. Tiba-tiba dapat emel jemputan exam di ofis SCOPE, di jalan Masjid. Area Plaza Merdeka. Dapat emel hari tok, esok exam. Nervous juak lah and blur sik tauk nak study apa. Tanyak-tanyak ngan orang yang pernah pergi test, nya padah simple jak. Simple English, ada soalan math yang tricky.

So, time exam ya nang gamble lah. Ada 4 section. First section is math, second section simple english berkaitan grammar, third section more to psikologi test n last section psikometrik test.

Soalan math a lil bit tricky. Actually soalan math nya lebih kurang soalan math SPM. Almaklum, kita tok dah tua kohh ehh.. nang sik ingat dah giney n formula. Ada soalan pasal area, perimeter, mean, probability. Soalan nya simple jak cuma a lil bit tricky. And since dah tua, dah lamak tinggal kalkulator, nang dah sik ingat gik cara nak tekan kalkulator. Hehehe

Oh.. then ada soalan programming sikit. D berik flowchart and pilih apa output nya. Nasib part tok dapat la jawab sikit-sikit.

For english test, simple grammar jak. Sik banyak la soalan, dalam 20 or 30 questions. Then, part soalan psikologi (harap betol la psikologi) or personaliti test. Soalan nya more to tanyak apa kita akan polah in certain condition or situation. Psikometrik test pun sama. Contoh soalan nya, apabila ada konflik dalam kumpulan, adakah ktk akan dengar pandangan semua orang or polah keputusan sendirik. Lebih kurang giya lah.

Masa di berik 3 jam. Tapi sebenarnya dapat jak polah dalam masa sejam lebih. Nasihat kamek, polah dengan tenang part Matematik ya. Slow and steady. Sebab math jak tricky n perlu kerah otak sikit. Yang lain-lain ya ok jak. Belajar tekan kalkulator untuk carik probability ok. Ingat balit cara carik mean, mod semua ya. Semua soalan adalah dalam English. 

Oh, sidak sediakan jamuan ringkas juak. Heeee.. 

So, kepada sesiapa yang dah register GETS n di tunggah untuk Assessment Test, all the best!! 

Setakat tok, after a weeks, kmk belom dapat apa2 result. Mungkin kenak tunggu gik. 

Lepas test, boleh lah ngerayo ke Plaza Merdeka. Hehe.. jangan lupak ikut SOP aaahh.. pakey mask, jaga jarak, cuci tangan selalu.

Update: lepas 2 minggu (2.11) baruk dapat result. Alhamdulillah test lulus, dapat join GETS and attached to well known company juak lah. Mun ekot report duty on 16 November. But due to movement control di Kuching, postponed to 1st December. Oh, elaun dah up duhal kinek, RM 1.5k. All the best kepada kawan2 seperjuangan. 😘

..Late Birthday Present..

Assalamualaikum all..

I just want to update and share what I got for my birthday. I am beyond happy and so grateful to receive 2 boxes today ❤️

This morning, my friends call me and ask if they can pick me up at home and have lunch together. Since I had been not socialising much these day, I just say yes because I want to talk to someone who is not my mom or my family. And suddenly my friend gave me a bag of something and she said that is my birthday present. I not even look inside the bag because at that moment we already arrive at restaurant for lunch. I just put aside after thanks her.

A few weeks ago, my brother act as our Personal Shopper at Mitsui since Nike is having sale. Supposedly, he will bring all  shoes back this week. But, because of MCO and Sarawak being so strict for everyone that come from all over Malaysia (my bro had been in Labuan last 2 weeks for works). They will go 14 days of quarantine once they entering Sarawak. So, my brother could not back in Kuching. Kesian nyaa..lamak dah nak balit x dapat2. Huhu.. But he post out all our shoes. And it arrive today. Supposedly, I should pay him my shoes. But I ask him can I get that shoes as my birthday present? And dengan keterpaksaan beliau mengizinkan 😂🤣😂🤣😂. How lucky I am kan? Kesian adik kena buli ngan kakak 🤭

Once I reach home, I open the paper bag given by my friend. And I really really want to screammm!!! Rasa macam nak melompat tengok isi paper beg tu. What it is? A book!! And bookmark. My dream book. Another “I Heart” series by Lindsey Kelk. I really want to get this book but im so broke, I couldn’t afford to get a latest book right now. And thats it.. I smile all day long seeing I Heart Forever in my hand 💜. Actually, earlier September I had share a post from Lindsey Kelk in my FB, telling that I want any of her latest collection of books as my present. I had stop collecting her books for last few years because of my financial constraint. And that what I got. Of course I am extremely happy. Who need boyfriend if your friend and family can give u happiness right? 🤭

Alhamdulillah.. Im so blessed with all the Rezeki I got. I might be jobless or rarely work as part time sales assistant, but my rezeki in everything else is never stop. Not even a day. Always be someone give me free food, free stuff, someone gave me money, someone share their thought with me, share story, share doa with me. Alhamdulillah 💜

Mudah-mudahan dipermudahkan segala urusan dan di bukak seluasnya pintu rezeki orang sekeliling kmk yang sentiasa berkongsi rezeki dengan kmk. N untuk pembaca blog tok juak. Aamiiinn 💜

..31..

 Assalamualaikum all..

Its a bit late. Usually I will write something on my birthday, 25th September. But this year, I just post something on my fb n instagram.

So, in 2020 I already live for 31 years. What is your achievement when you are entering 3 series? 

Mine? Nothing.

I still dont have a stable job, not even start my carrier. Still stay with my mom. I cant drive (but I do have driving license, it just I feel scared to drive and We dont have extra car for me to drive + my mom always shouting every time I try to drive. So, I just give up on driving). I dont have someone whom I can share everything. I dont even have enough money to buy myself KFC, or any my essential stuff. 

While my friends, start to expanding their family. Already bought a house, a new car, planning for a vacation, can have their lunch, dinner at where ever they want without worried about money so much. 

Today I feel so so so sad thinking about myself. Today I cry because I think I cant stand all of this anymore. I feel tired. Tired to act like everything was fine. Tired to tell myself everything gonna be okay soon. I feel tired because there are no one who ever really care about me. About my feeling, about my life, about what I want to do in my life. Everytime I told my family or friends about what I want, always get negative comments. No one ever try to support me.

Being boyish from child, I am not really into cooking or household job. But, i try my best to do each of it. What did I get? “Your food is tasteless” “Why did you do it like this? Why you are so lazy?” Bla bla bla. Im so tired. Mentally and physically. 

I do have something that I want to buy. But if I bought something, then I will need to cut off my essential stuff budget. Huhu.. I dont know when will this end. I feel so frustrated with myself and my life. 

There are time I want to leave all of this. I want to start a new journey of my life. But, I know I need to be a good daughter, sister even no one ever care about me.

I do apply for various job and even attend an interview. Tapi, mungkin belom rezeki. Doakan dipermudahkan urusan dan di buka pintu rezeki buat saya soon. Dengan keadaan pandemik ini, bertambah mencabar mencari kerja di saat dan ketika ini. Dintambah pula dengan kekangan dan halangan yang di terima.

Whatever it is, I do believe, Allah put me in this situation because Allah know I am capable to go through all of this. He knows I am strong enough to face this challenge. There are something I will achieve at the end of this road, isyaAllah. Rezeki itu berbeza bagi setiap manusia. Mungkin rezeki kawan2 berjumpa pasangan, mendapat kerja dengan mudah, dapat beli rumah dan kereta. Mungkin rezeki saya di beri masa berehat secukupnya di rumah, mendekatkan diri dengan Allah dan cuba mengenal dengan lebih rapat ahli keluarga dan jiran-jiran. Mungkin kawan-kawan di uji dengan perhubungan, anak yang tiba-tiba demam, dan ujian buat saya adalah segi kewangan. Allah maha mengetahui apa yang terbaik ❤️

I always tell myself, jangan terlalu risau akan dengan rezeki. Percaya, setiap orang ada rezeki nya tersendiri. Tiada siapa tahu bila dan siapa yang akan datang pada hari itu untuk berkongsi rezeki dengan kita. So, put your 200% trust in Allah. Everything gonna be fine. Tawakal dan jangan pernah putus asa. Buat saja apa yang betul selagi tidak melanggar syarak. Jangan putus doa. Jangan pernah berhenti selagi nyawa di kandung badan. 

It is okay to feel down or meltdown sometimes. Kita insan biasa. Tiada salah nya kalau menangis mengenang nasib. Tapi, jangan terlalu lama. Bangkit dan teruskan usaha 💪🏽. 

Anyway, I got a few birthday gift this year. 1 is from Natural Looks because I am their registered member. They give Shower Gel for September babies. And September babies also will get 20% off for any purchase during birthday month. Since I got quite a lot of points from previous purchase, so I decided to redeem all the points and bought a body scrub. After 20% discount and using my points, I just need to pay RM 6.80 for my body scrub. And I loveeeee it sooooo much! 

And another gift is from my baby cousin. I used to babysit him since he is a few day old. During this pandemic, he will stay at our house from 7-5 on weekdays. Oh.. this little man is the only one whom always compliment my foods especially my ayam kicap. He (or his mother to be exact) give me a perfume from nealofar, young & glow lipstick (nealofa’s mother brand) and a notebook (which I love so much because I used to be stationery addict. But because im quite broke right now, I stop bought pen, pencil, washi tape, stamp, stickers and all the notebook ✌🏽). TQ baby cousin.

Then, my aunty gave me RM 100 to buy some food. And my little brother order foods for us to celebrate my birthday. 

I need to learn to highlight this kind of action towards me more than the negative vibes I got. There are always a good things happen around us but we tend to focus on the other side. Be thankful miera. 

Oh, I also had done my full blood test early this month. Just to do a annual check up. But last time I do my check up is in 2017 🤭. Ada rezeki lebih sikit, pegi la klinik. Everything is good. Cholesterol is good, kidney is ok. Tapi macam biasa lah, hypertension is still there. I need to loose some weight. So far, I lost 5kg from the beginning of MCO until September. Really hope can loose up to 10 kg this year. Miera mesti rajin!!! And istiqomah (paling susah nak buat) and berdisiplin (double susah)

So, Happy Birthday to me!! Hopefully 31+ will bring more luck and more good things to me. Aamiinn.

P/s: Im still single btw 😊

..If u smell what the lurvepurple is cooking?..

 

Ayam masak halia

..Salam Maal Hijrah 1442H..

 Assalamualaikum

Salam Maal Hijrah buat semua yang singgah dan baca blog ni. Semoga di tahun baru ini kita akan berhijrah ke arah 1001 kebaikan. Semoga amal ibadah kita akan dipertingkatkan pada tahun ini. Semoga diri kita semakin hampir dengan Allah, sentiasa memperbaiki diri untuk menjadi hambaNya yang lebih sempurna. Semoga tahun ini memberi kebahagiaan di dunia dan juga akhirat buat kita. Jangan berhenti untuk menjadi baik walau diri mu dikelilingi kebaikan yang tertangguh. 

Dan untuk diri sendiri. Semoga ada sinar di dalam kehidupan pada tahun 1442H ini. Aamiinn. 

..Ayam Masak Kicap Nek Chik..

Assalamualaikum all..

Kembali dalam slot resipi koboi. Hari ni masak ayam kicap. Semenjak sambung study dan jadi penganggur ni, menu ayam kicap ni seminggu 2-3 akan ada. Sebab my cousin suka sangat ayam ni. Akan request ayam kicap ni almost everyday. Disebabkan senang, ok lah  nak layan. Ni resipi dari Nenek saudara miera. Bahan-bahan agak banyak, tapi cara masak simple giler. Tak payah tumis-tumis. So lettsssss!!

Bahan-bahan:

Ayam

Bawang putih, bawang merah, bawang besar, halia di kisar

Butter

Kicap pekat

Kicap soya (kicap tong nam kata org sarawak)

Butter sikit

Sos tiram

Sos cili

Sos tomato sikit

Hoisin Sos (optional)

Susu cair

Gula Apong 

Optional: boleh tambah kentang dan carrot

Cara-cara:

Bersihkan ayam. Letak bawang-bawang di kisar, letak butter/majerin sikit. Masukkan kicap soya, kicap pekat, sos tiram, sos cili, sos tomato, hoisin sos. Masukkan ikut suka, kalau rasa cam ok, on jek. Kalau rasa kurang, adjust la ape patut. Tadi miera takder hoisin sos, so letak sikit seasoning maggi. Masukkan gula apong. Gula apong ni la buat ayam ni jadi sedap. Kalau kat semenanjung xder gula apong, boleh guna gula biasa. Tadi miera pon kehabisan gula apong, so gula biasa pon boleh. Kalau nak, masukkan sekali kentang dan carrot. Gaul rata semua bahan-bahan tadi dengan ayam. Oh, lupe lak ngan rempah 4 sekawan. Masuk jek sekali. Gaul-gaul. Kalau nak, perap dalam 15-30 minit. Nyalakan api, on induction or ape2 jek la korang guna. Dah agak-ayam dah masak sikit, air ayam dah keluar, kentang dan carrot dah empuk, tuang kan sedikit susu cair. Masukkan garam dan gula ikut kesesuaian. Tunggu ayam masak. Done!!! 

Kicap-kicap yang digunakan

Ayam yang diperap dengan bahan-bahan

Susu cair sikit

Ayam Masak Kicap done!!! 

..Lempah Manis..

Lempah Sayur Manis

 

Assalamualaikum all..

Hari ni masak lauk simpleeee sangat. Kat rumah, mak panggil lauk ni lempah manis. Dalam bm tak tau ape. Mungkin sayur masak air kot.

Bahan-bahan:

Bawang putih

Bawang merah

Ikan bilis

Cili

Sayur pilihan (hari ni guna sayur kacang panjang n bayam pahit. Semalam guna labu kuning)

Cara-cara:

Tumbuk bawang putih, bawang merah, cili n ikan bilis sampai puas hati. Nak lumat ker nak kasar ker ikut suka lah. Masakkan air dalam periuk. Kalau ade guna sayur yang keras macam labu ker masukkan sekali bagi empuk. Dah agak empuk sikit, masukkan semua bahan yang di tumbuk tadi. Pastu masukkan sayur daun or kacang panjang. Adjust rasa tambah gula ker garam ker. Masak sekejap. Doneee!!!! 

Menu lain hari ni: kari kepala ikan bersama bendi and ayam goreng macam biasa. 

..Ayam Masak Merah tanpa Goreng..

 Assalamualaikum all..

Ok from now on I will make a new label in my blog. Resipi Koboi nama di beri. I will post all my cooking kalau rajin laa. Naper koboi? Sebab sebagai seorang yang tak reti masak dan tiada kesabaran, I usually will put whatever I like or I will do whatever I think is good. Senang cerita semua nya di koboi or di buat sesuka hati. 

Hari ni miera masak Ayam Masak Merah. Seperti yang dinyatakan, saya pemalas orang nya. Jadi, ayam tu saya tak goreng. Tapi miera pun kurang gemar ayam di masak 2 kali especially di goreng terlebih dahulu. Sebab ayam tu selalu nya akan jadi keras dan hilang kemanisan. So, usually miera akan masak sekali jek.

Bahan-bahan:

Ayam

Bawang putih, bawang merah, bawang besar dan halia yang di blend semua nya

Serai di titik 

Cili boh/cili giling/cili kering yang di blend

Sos cili

Sos tomato

Susu cair

Rempah 4 sekawan

Cara-cara:

Tumiskan bawang-bawang yang telah di blend. Dah agak perang sikit, masuk kan serai. Masukkan rempah tumis 4 sekawan. Masukkan cili boh/cili giling dan tumis sehingga garing/masak. Masukkan sos cili dan sos tomato (miera pakai sos cili n sos tomato yang dapat time take away kfc n mekdi jek). Tumis sekejap. Masukkan ayam. Gaul-gaul ayam dengan tumisan tadi bagi sebati. Tunggu sehingga air ayam keluar. Kalau nak berkuah, tambahkan sedirit air. Dah agak-agak ayam hampir masak. Tambah kan susu cair. Time ni jangan pelik lak ayam dah tak jadi merah, jadi auam masak pink 😂. Tak nak tambah susu cair pon tak per sebenarnya.  2 2 pon sedap. Tambah garam n gula ikut kesesuaian. Done!!!

Tumisan bawang+serai+cili boh+sos tomato+sos cili dan rempah tumis

Penyelamat utama 😂

..Ikan Kukus Sukati Mesen..

Assalamualaikum all..

Hari ni miera masak ikan kukus, resipi belasah ikut suka n koboi bahan2 yang ada dalam peti ais. Bahasa sarawak sukati mesen membawa maksud ikut suka hati la nak letak apa pun.

Ikan bawal kukus ikut suka. Tengok rupa macam tak sedap, tapi, dont judge a book by its cover. Kalau lapar, semua pon sedap.

Bahan-bahan:

Ikan Bawal (Ikan duey dalam bahasa sarawak)

Tepung jagung

Oyster sauce

Kicap masin

Bawang putih, bawang merah, bawang besar

Halia

Serai

Carrot

Timun

Kubis

Lemon/limau kasturi

Garam

Asam keping

Cara-cara:

Bersihkan ikan. Lumurkan ikan dengan tepung jagung. Tepung jagung tu sikit jek, untuk buangkan hanyir ikan jek. Letak oyster sos, kicap masin. Sapu rata atas ikan. Hiris halus bawang2, halia dan serai. Tabur atas ikan. Sayur-sayur yang di potong kecik2 pun tabur jek atas ikan. Kalau rajin, letak ouster sos n kicap kat sayur sebelum di tabur aras ikan. Kalau malas macam saya, sayur tu gaulkan jek dengan ikan tu sekali. Letak asam keping sikit n perahkan jus lemon or limau kasturi. Kukus dalam pengukus or pepandai la carik camner nak kukus. Siap!!

Makan lak ngan kicap + cili potong + perahan limau. Nasik panas. Peeehhhhh. Lagi sedap kalau ade tomato. Ikan tu make sure dah cuci leklok. Kadang-kadang akan ade rasa pahit sebab perut ikan tak berapa nak bersih or kurang tepung jagung. 

Selamat mengkoboi resipi.